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IN RESPONSE!

I just went blog hopping (first time since like 1 week >_<) &I have soo much t say, but all the tagboards seemed t be down -_-

okay, so far I've only visited those people who visited my site through theirs, since I've no links &I go frm my tracker.

but wah, hahha, my impression's so bad in everyone's mind, I admit, I actually do care >_<

note t self: please make this neutral sounding, don't create another big problem again.

on HuiXian's blog: I really wasn't shouting @HQ, I was trying t get her t stop gossiping BEHIND my back, &if I whimpered, obviously she won't be intimidated. &I know (cause people (many) have told me) that I shld have lowered my volume, but that's really how I am (not a hint of arrogance @all). now, though (I'm assuming) she still gossips behind my back, @least I know what is she talking about, or at least part of. &really, I chupped in because YuanTing was near t tears whn she was confronted by KaiLi (only) that day &I was thinking like. if KaiLi (such a 'soft' person) will do this t her, what will happen if Sheryl &You start speaking? &that's why I intruded. &the next day, I so wanted t speak up also, but super a lot of people advised me not t. that's why I didn't. &really. I'm sorry f being irritating. (idk whether I want this t sound sarcastic or not, but that's fine. part of me is really sincere)

on Kimberlyn's blog: (fuck, this's gon make me emo) hrm, do you know that that's almost how they treated you whn Poo was antini? &do you know that whnever he badmouths you, I'll try t help you out, almost always (besides the time whn I didn't like you also because of the RM thing). &honestly, I'm super disappointed in you (not that I have the right t now), I thought you were a good friend. remember how close we were during the non-DotA period (gym, church) I really really looked upon you as a friend, no facade. also, about the HQ thing, you're right, you can't really say anything because you didn't help her (not being mean, I swear). &it's because I'm not like you, that's why I interfered w YT's stuff (helping my friend).
&really, I've never scolded you 'fucker' behind or in front of you. I actually never ever used any foul words on you before.



okay, these are the only two blogs that linked t mine reccently, but if you want me t review &comment on your blog entries, please leave me your url. or you can just confront me @sch, I promise I'll try not t be loud, really.


OFF T BATH, SORRY KIONG!

Comments

huixian said…
ok. i got it le(HQ part). but still even if she was in tears, i don't see why that gives you the reason to chup, if she cannot even stand a soft person try to find out more(cos we are in WYSHKY!) than she shouldn't have tried to blow up the matter by writing a REAL "nice" letter which u approved too by editing it. No one asked her to "suffer" in silence or what. But if she thinks she is right then i'm sure she has her rebuttal tell us and need not be scared of us or what.
Chmel said…
IMO, she wasn't blowing the thing up by writing that letter, instead, it was t mark the end of everything. dang, idk how t explain, but I thought the letter was a good way t end everything. she does have stuff t tell everyone, just that she got soo intimidated by KaiLi that she (I'm assuming) didn't know what t say already.

idk, but I hate t see my friends get bullied. that's like the source of everyone's hatred towards me, but I won't change.

peace !
huixian said…
ok. YEA stuff, to tell us sher is jealous of her. And i disagree that it was the end of everything, more like the start of more trouble & more hatred. And by saying that she will confront sher in front of everyone if she doesn't stop "spreading" rumours= blow things up. Let e whole class/level noe.
Chmel said…
yeah, no one knew this was gon happen, &even though she's the one who 'started' this, she's now @the 'losing end', &the one w 'lesser friends' so I really don't understand why you're complaining. no offence @all.
huixian said…
ok. i don't think WSHKY is at e winning end(which gives us a point to argue & even if we do win, we still have e right to complain.) cos we are most likely accused of BULLYING/PS her(like what she&you think/s.) when it e fact is that we just can't stand each other's attitude towards things...

so i don't think anyone should be blamed for this issue, everyone was in a right&wrong somehow. And sadly, it ended the bad way for both sides.

May we forgive each other.(though it will never be forgotten)

好像 有善一定有惡 有惡一定有善
善惡就好像是註定要同時存在的
Chmel said…
quote: when it e fact is that we just can't stand each other's attitude towards things

yeah, I agree.

but, f me, if I can't stand one's attitude, I'll just say it out.

let's just end it here, I'll apologise if there's anything I've said/'done that have offended you.

peace. ^-^Y

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