Caveat Lector

In 2025 I aim to write a blog post a day to track my mood and record down my thoughts. Not many photos today but I'll try to add some moving forward. heavily inspired by Greg @ https://www.hashtagyourlife.com/  (this could be the first task that you haven't assigned me ;)) Mood: happy, motivated 8/10  Weight :68.8kg lips: dry Today, I got up at 5pm, woke up to a scary dream about me being tied up in bed and throwing tantrums while someone tries to interpret my words over a telephone (a red one with a dial). I think I was trying to write a song and the person kept getting the title wrong. I woke up scared and motivated to better my disease and discipline my body before it disciplines me. Sharon (mum) was off today and we went down for part and oneh oneh. We stole 3 plastic boxes from the fruit shop vendors to pack our storeroom. I had to run back home to take a dump cause I refuse to do it in public ^^ Went to HDL for lunch and manicure. Hack: go there for lunch at ...

The time was 3:13- it has been 2 hours since we started. She mentioned something about being on the wrong path and how there's a need to u-turn before falling off a cliff. My mind wasn't processing any of that. She bent down and showed me something on her phone: "I have loved you with an everlasting love; therefore I have continued my faithfulness to you." My mind wanders off.. Is it really true? What do I have to base on? We've been seeing each other for several months now. One thing I recall is her saying that "You've been deceived". Is that what I needed to hear? It's been a while since I've had thoughts go through my mind.. This medicine I'm taking is numbing my senses and thoughts.. The time now is 7:40. I remember her feeling thirsty and getting a drink. After a while, she told me to speak to Him. I got winded on orange . "Lead us not into temptation but deliver us from the evil one" We were created from dust and spirit in...

For a day in thy courts is better than a thousand I had rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God, than to dwell in the tents of wickedness. It's been almost 500 days since I've left my full time job and man was it a journey.. thinking back of those days without my Lord, I really felt this verse speak to me. At first, guilt and shame overcame (more on that next time) - what did you do with these 500 days? What did you accomplish?  But God is gentle and kind - he spoke to me that 500 days on earth is no better than half a day in his courts. How many of us have had a bad half day? Does it affect the rest of our lives? Does it have an impact on eternity? If not, why should I let the enemy use guilt to over power me? A thousand days cannot compare to one day in your courts I'm forever yours <3

母亲的爱，像一座高山， 蕴藏着深深的情感关怀， 就像春天里盛开的花朵， 从天地之间绽放而来。 女儿勇敢地闯荡世界， 激情像燃烧的火焰一样， 不愿受束缚，自由自在， 在风中自由地飞翔。 我们的道路不一样， 她在人生的舞台上奋斗， 母亲心里忧虑满满， 但却爱她永远不变。 当阴云遮挡视线， 母亲温柔地拍拍我的头， 只希望我能回家， 心情一直挂念。 看着我成长，像花儿开放， 偷偷地流下眼泪， 她的眼中隐藏着秘密， 风雨无法阻挡， 她的爱永远无边。 虽然道路曲折， 但爱会一直陪伴着你， 母亲守候在你身边， 爱你永不停息。

Once upon a time, in a vibrant town, Lived a girl named Chmel, never with a frown. She loved to explore and learn every day, With her friend Fyona, who showed her the way. Fyona was active, so healthy and strong, With her radiant smile, she could never go wrong. She'd wake up each morning, full of cheer, Ready for her daily workout, oh my dear! One sunny day, Chmel joined Fyona's quest, To discover why exercise is truly the best. They set off to the gym, with excitement in tow, To learn why being healthy makes our spirits glow. In the gym, Fyona showed Chmel around, Weights, treadmills, and yoga mats abound. She said, "Exercise keeps our bodies strong, It's a special gift that we all should prolong." Next, they stretched and reached for the stars, Fyona said, "Flexibility will take you far. It helps prevent injuries, keeps us agile and light, So we can dance and play, from morning till night." They practiced yoga, finding peace in each pose, Fyona whispe...