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Today was blissful if I leave the brain/heart/soul fuck out.


Cooked durian green bean soup in the morning and I ate the whole pot. It was a bad idea because I realised that that must have added 31283 calories to my exploding tummy. Kelly came over and I NPPed her to changing her tuition date. ;) Ate ice cream and bumped into Jimmy (omg my money's gonna fly away). Went to the library and borrowed 7 books. I think I'll only finish half hahaha.


Anyway, I'm able to borrow 6 books per card now and I'm really excited because I usually borrow 16 (mine/2bros/grandma) and end up reading only 2 (partially somemore) and now I can borrow 24 and maybe end up reading 3. But that is of course, assuming that the number of books I end up reading is proportionate to the number of books I bring back home and I'm not accounting for the same amount of time that I have to read them so I may still end up reading only 2 (or less) books which will be sad because now it'll be a waste of 22 books instead of 14 which is essentially less efficient as I have to tire my muscles to carry them back home (my shoulders died today). What a long sentence.

Anyway the books that I borrow are damn random. One talks about why we shouldn't eat our boogers. Idk why did I borrow it but it kind of appealed to me. I read about how 1000 mites can grow under our skin without us realising and I freaked out but deep inside I kind of enjoyed freaking out WHICH IS DAMN FREAKY and it made me wonder if I am a freak for quite a while. I bet your head is prickly now thinking of mites under your sin. 1000 some more. scaly and flaky and dry skin are where they reside ;) ;) ;)


okay I feel like a nerd blogging about books but how's this for the reopening of my blog? (drum rolls) hur hur hur. I felt like a nerd in the library also. damn it.


Went to visit Kelly's friend and her niece/nephew and they're so adorable I wanna be a mom too :< :< :< but birth = pain so I'll have to think twice. Thrice if I'm considering twins because 2 things out of me will be more pain than 1 thing right? Omg why am I addressing my babies as things? But they are things right. I mean. babies are things........ like diamonds. yes.


Gonna make rice pudding tomorrow. IKR, I (L) weird recipes.

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