I think I may die of this cough. Everyone's catching the bug. For all we know, it may be a new strain of SARS and Singapore's just gonna cough its way down history as the coughing country.
Anyway, the thought of impending death made me think about what I really wanna do in life. For now, I don't think I've got any one big passion. Dancing captivates me, yes, but I don't think that I'll do it as a profession, neither do I think that I'm good enough for that. It's just a very very fun pasttime and I sort of want myself to dance better each time. But having full time dancer in my name card? not really..
I enjoy doing/learning physics, but since I've chosen Arts over Science, I guess it's bye bye to quantum/Einstein for now. This may be the greatest regret I have in life, for all I know. I'll still continue digging geeky jokes on TBBT but I'll never be under a mentor for physics again. :(
Acting is another thing that puts the sparks in my eyes but in Singapore? The industry's kinda dark and I just hate it when I can't be myself. Actually I can't be myself most of the time in life because I'm just too weird for it but. ya. okay next topic.
For now, I should just enjoy my life. I regret not appreciating every moment of JC and regretting only after graduation.. I don't want that to happen to my last 4 years of academic life as well. So I guess it's bye bye pessimism and hello bright sunshine & unicorns! Give your best and expect less. Just enjoy the process. Sounds really good in theory. But for someone with nil self control? hmm hmm hmm cough cough okay I be dying of SARS2 byebye.
Anyway, the thought of impending death made me think about what I really wanna do in life. For now, I don't think I've got any one big passion. Dancing captivates me, yes, but I don't think that I'll do it as a profession, neither do I think that I'm good enough for that. It's just a very very fun pasttime and I sort of want myself to dance better each time. But having full time dancer in my name card? not really..
I enjoy doing/learning physics, but since I've chosen Arts over Science, I guess it's bye bye to quantum/Einstein for now. This may be the greatest regret I have in life, for all I know. I'll still continue digging geeky jokes on TBBT but I'll never be under a mentor for physics again. :(
Acting is another thing that puts the sparks in my eyes but in Singapore? The industry's kinda dark and I just hate it when I can't be myself. Actually I can't be myself most of the time in life because I'm just too weird for it but. ya. okay next topic.
For now, I should just enjoy my life. I regret not appreciating every moment of JC and regretting only after graduation.. I don't want that to happen to my last 4 years of academic life as well. So I guess it's bye bye pessimism and hello bright sunshine & unicorns! Give your best and expect less. Just enjoy the process. Sounds really good in theory. But for someone with nil self control? hmm hmm hmm cough cough okay I be dying of SARS2 byebye.
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