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how long u want it to last?
ChmelO says:
until it doesn't
until you forget and I forgot that you forget and we drift apart just like that
I guess that's how friendship works too..



Maybe I'm overly influenced by Shaun in 15. But yeah, this is me for now.



I do sense something going on. I can't phantom what, but something.. I try to figure but I can't make myself act against her wishes. I feel controlled. I feel lost, I feel like I'm losing a battle against myself here. and yes, I feel fat. goodbye world.

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