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I tend to fall too hard too deep into things
And end up getting badly hurt

When will I learn? You ask
But why should I change?

There are some core characteristics which defines me as chmel. The person I grew up with and the person I love.

I don't wanna ever change that
Even if it means having my heart stabbed by 1000 different blades

Comments

Anonymous said…
What is wrong? What exactly is getting you down :(
7:33 PM
ChmelO! said…
Poor life decisions . Got derailed for a bit but I'm getting back on track! Thanks for the concern- This is probably the first comment I've had in 5 years haha. <3
8:53 AM
Anonymous said…
With what if u don't mind me asking? Your other posts too. Sad about boyfriend? Hehe just a little stalk so you feel loved and appreciated <33
8:11 PM
ChmelO! said…
Haha I'm single. Sorry but I feel uncomfortable sharing more with someone faceless. Thanks for the love though ^^
12:01 AM
Anonymous said…
then dont post depressing sad stuff on a public blog if your not going to tell people wats wrong its fucking attention seeking and super immature. get the hell over it and shut the fuck up
2:29 PM
ChmelO! said…
Nope. What's immature and attention seeking (and also bipolar) is to act all nice and try to find out more about my life and then turn around and become a bitch and spew profanities. Please stop visiting my public blog if that's the way you feel about me. It's your choice to poke your nose into my affairs and my choice (and right) to draw the line. Grow the fuck up and stop abusing innocent people (who are actually going through a pretty hard time) behind your keyboard. Goodnight.
1:33 AM
ChmelO! said…
And I'm pretty sure I know who you are and we know each other in real life. #justsaying #dontneedtogetalldefensiveandabusive actually, just fuck off ^^ I really don't need you (or more drama) in my life right now.
1:35 AM
Anonymous said…
whatever you are pathetic
2:05 AM
ChmelO! said…
Have a good life and please stay out of mine. ^^
3:02 AM
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