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5 facts that I initially wrote down for a "share 5 things about yourself post" on ig.

Decided that it revealed too much about myself and like it's too wordy for the instagram bunch who binge on photos and may easily be illiterate.


So this is the me I really wanted people to know:

1) I strongly believe in living by choice instead of chance. There may be uncertainty involved in my decisions but at the end of the day, my calculated actions are my sole responsibility.

2) I have the fear of abandonment. I hate it when people who've touched my heart leaves me. Makes me doubt my existence.

3) I disclose a lot about myself on instagram and my blog. Sometimes I think I share too much but I try to be as real as I can be.

4) I trust easily (to the point of being guliable) but I can't stand liars (the malicious type. I do engage in lies of omission in order to protect the people I love at times). Once you lose my trust it's difficult to earn it back- I usually won't bother with you after.

5) Economics is the philosophy I live by (amongst many other self created theorems). I feel that everyone is worth making friends with and there's always something to learn from every experience. But time and effort is scarce and you just need to choose the people you wanna connect with.

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MikeFriday (OracleKnows) said…
Hello ChmelO! you are s facinating, intelligent, ambitious, positive snd inspirational young lady. Continue to be fearless and open minded in life. You are doing good things and you are inspiring many. A free spirit is true love. This is the first time I posted on this. Not sure how it works.
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