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I no longer have patience for certain things, not because I’ve become arrogant, but simply because I reached a point in my life where I do not want to waste more time with what displeases me or hurts me. I have no patience for cynicism, excessive criticism, and demands of any nature. I lost the will to please those who do not like me, to love those who do not love me and to smile at those who do not want to smile at me. I no longer spend a single minute on those who lie or want to manipulate. I decided not to coexist anymore with pretense, hypocrisy, dishonesty and cheap praise. I do not tolerate selective erudition nor academic arrogance. I do not adjust either to popular gossiping. I hate conflict and comparisons. I believe in a world of opposites and that’s why I avoid people with rigid and inflexible personalities. In friendship I dislike the lack of loyalty and betrayal. I do not get along with those who do not know how to give a compliment or a word of encouragement. Exaggerations bore me and I have difficulty accepting those who do not like animals. And on top of everything I have no patience for anyone who does not deserve my patience.

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You're such an awesome young lady. I hope all of your friends show appreciation and gratitude towards you. Don't let anything or anyone keep you from being you.
You're such an awesome young lady. I hope all of your friends show appreciation and gratitude towards you. Don't let anything or anyone keep you from being you.
ChmelO! said…
Hello Mike! Thanks for your comment and sorry for my late reply (I can't check for comments on my laptop which is the main instrument I use to view my blog)

I hope to stay real in face of the naysayers and the harsh realities of life. My friends are awsm and are my pillar of support in times of need.

Thanks for taking the first step to reach out to me, who was merely a stranger. it requires immense courage to take try to establish a connection like that and I respect it a lot. Hope March was kind to you. April will bring beautiful things!
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