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If I were a color, I must be white.

I'm easily influenced and motivated. When red comes near, I dab a little of it on my cheeks and become pink- all flirty and passionate. When blue is close, I get all moody and dprsd. When orange is around.. orange.. what is orange? Orange always confused me. Is it even a color? I mean yellow is happy, purple is cheeky, green is zen. What exactly is orange?


What's cruel about being white is that

every single interaction you have with another color leaves you different.


now, I'm just a confused orangey blob.. I don't know what I am at all.


will I be black eventually: where nothing in the world can ever have an impact on my life, my emotions, my thoughts? 

Do I look forward to it?

what do I know?- I'm just a confused orangey blob.. 

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